Billie Eilish reveals that she had suicidal thoughts in 2018 as she felt 'joyless'

Singer and Grammy minee Billie Eilish recently opened up about her mental health. Eilish spoke about her struggle with depression and how she sometimes had suicidal thoughts in 2018. She opened up about this on a talk show after her Grammy mination. Here is what Billie Eilish had to say.

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Billie Eilish reveals that she had suicidal thoughts in 2018

While on show, Billie Eilish expressed that she was very unhappy last year and she felt 'joyless'. 18-year-old superstar also added that fame had taken a heavy toll on her. interviewer n mentioned that Billie could t go in public as people would recognise her and also how her friends were moving away from her due to her new life as a pop star. host also asked Billie if she felt isolated, and had felt like she had clinical depression, to which Billie Eilish dded in agreement and said she was going through all of those things. 

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Billie Eilish also expressed that she did t want things to take a dark turn and but she genuinely felt like she would t make it. She added that she was just 17 and was all alone at a hotel room in Berlin. She n added that re was a window in room and how she thought about dying while she cried re alone. 

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Billie also said that lyrics of her song Bury A Friend "I wanna end me" was what she wanted to do. host n said that when he heard song he also thought that singer was talking about herself.  Eilish replied by saying that she was.

Billie Eilish also added that w she is doing better and asked her fans t to take such drastic steps. She added that she would just grab people who are in depression by shoulders and tell m to take care of mselves. She said it's important to be good to oneself. She requested fans t to take any step to hurt mselves.

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