Trishala Dutt pays heartfelt tribute to her late boyfriend on his first death anniversary

Bollywood actor Sanjay Dutt’s eldest daughter Trishala Dutt lost her boyfriend last year ago today, July 7. Despite her t disclosing reason for his death, she has been very vocal about missing her beau. Trishala Dutt shared a lengthy social media post to mark his first death anniversary. In post, she mentioned how she is trying to recover from his demise. She fondly spoke about her boyfriend in post as well.

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Trishala Dutt wrote, “Today marks 1 year since ground beneath me seemed to crumble and my life changed. I’ve done a lot of grief work—from talk rapy, to joining specific support groups & being more intentional with how & who I spend my time with. I’ve also been somewhat absent from social media over past year.” [sic] She spoke about losing her mor at a young and how she h to go through a similar experience all over again.

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In post, Trishala Dutt mentioned, “Losing my mom at of eight & working through that for over two deces, surprisingly, did t prepare me for loosing this beautiful soul. It’s t just pass of time, you don’t get over it or move on just because a year or twenty go by. You have to face darkest moments & ride out rollercoaster of emotions for rest of your life. I knew grief wasn’t only sness, however, I’d forgotten it creeps up in sneakiest of ways. In past year I’ve cried to a point where I’ve ran out of tears.” [sic]

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Trishala, who is a psychorapist by profession mentioned that she went through a difficult phase. She also mentioned how her boyfriend’s death impacted her professional life as well. She wrote, “I h to quit my job because how could I take care of someone’s mental health if my own was a disaster? I’ve h several public breakdowns where strangers have come up to me and asked if I needed any assistance. I’ve also eaten everything in sight and gained 30lbs (13kg). But it’s fine. It happens. Its process, and it’s thing I can’t fix once I’m in right mind-set (and I’m happy to share my mental health and physique has gotten so much better!) Also, I’m t ashamed to mit it’s because of an amazing rapist, support groups, and 3 beautiful friends.” [sic]

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In post, Trishala Dutt mentioned that she only has memories left of her beau. She wrote, “I have text messs and handwritten tes. I still have his toothbrush, listen to some of his favorite songs/artists, and have his T-shirt that smells just like him. I’m beyond grateful for time we h toger. He lived his life boldly, out loud, and took vant of each and every day auntically. He was utmost gentleman who always me me feel safe. He me me laugh and loved to joke around. He was kind, gentle, thoughtful, and always chose to put me first. He was helpful, supportive, and a great listener. He trusted me, took good care of me, and took great care of my heart. He respected me, never judged me, and welcomed me into his family. He never left my side, never EVER let me go to bed upset, or left me wondering where I stood in his life. He me sure to let me and everyone else kw that I was his entire heart every.second of every.day. To me, he was magic. It was a joy to be a part of his life. He will always be apart of my journey, and my story. My memories are all I have left of him, and I will never ever forget him. I’m half a heart without him, but even with that, I still and will always be and feel like luckiest girl in entire world to have been his...as he was mine. October 07, 1986 - July 02, 2019.’ [sic]

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