Nikki Bella reveals the real reason for not marrying John Cena

It seems that current season of Total Bellas' major storyline has been Brie and Nikki Bella's childhood. twins have reunited with ir biological far, Jon Garcia. Jon and twins' mom, Kathy Colace, were toger for first 15 years of Brie and Nikki Bella's childhood. According to twins, ir relationship was filled with fighting and jealousy. For lastest Total Bellas episode, twins paid ir far a visit and Kathy did t hide how she felt about it. 

Nikki Bella opens up on effect of her parent's relationship on her

With tension arising between twins and Kathy, she called a family meeting along with ir bror, JJ Garcia. y lashed out ir feelings about situation over dinner. Nikki Bella also opened up about how Jon and Kathy's relationship took a toll on her as a child. She revealed that witnessing ir toxic relationship for so many years is a part of what me her have commitment issues in her past relationships. 

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Nikki Bella feels that because of her childhood, she has trouble trusting men. She mitted to seeing where she carries that fear with her in her relationships. She also confessed how she thinks it would be amazing to walk down aisle and talked about how she gets close and n has trouble breathing. Nikki Bella revealed that she keeps questioning what would happen if she gets stuck somewhere she does t want to be. 

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Nikki Bella confessed to carrying it with her because that is how she saw her mor for a long time. She thinks that is what she learnt from her childhood. Bella was famously engd to John Cena in 2017 after dating for 5 years. It was t long before she started having doubts about wher or t she wants to get married. 

She briefly called off wedding in January 2018. John Cena and Nikki Bella worked through it and decided to go forward with it. But by April, just weeks before ir wedding, y split up for good. Bella is currently engd to Artem Chigvintsev and is also expecting her first child with him. 

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