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Published 16:55 IST, October 28th 2020

Chrissy Teigen's essay is an outpouring of her grief following her pregnancy loss

Chrissy Teigen's Essay posted on Medium reveals the actor's statements on her pregnancy loss and how she has been dealing with the sorrow. Read ahead to know

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Chrissy Teigen earlier released a public statement expressing her grief over the loss of her son Jack. Chrissy Teigen, on Medium, spoke extensively about her loss and how she has been dealing with everything around her. The model also shared her response on social media. Chrissy’s essay revealed that the model has been dealing with partial placenta abruption. She further elaborated on this point saying that she knew she always had placenta problems and thus they tried to deliver Miles a month early as his stomach wasn’t getting food from her placenta.

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Chrissy Teigen's Medium essay reveals her raw emotions and deep sorrow

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Having said that, Teigen mentioned that it was the first time she dealt with abruption despite monitoring it very closely and hoping for it to heal and stop. Chrissy Teigen's essay also revealed the fact that she suffered heavy bleeding when she spent time at the hospital. She added that she was needed to go to the hospital immediately when she continued bleeding. Eventually, Chrissy stated, there wasn’t enough fluid around Jack. Chrissy Teigen on Medium confessed that after a couple of nights, the doctors told her that the child may not survive. Teigen said that she knew that something like this was coming and thus tried to stay prepared for it.

 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 

I didn’t know how to come back to real life so I wrote this piece for Medium with hopes that I can somehow move on but as soon as I posted it, tears flew out because it felt so....final. I don’t want to ever not remember jack. . . Thank you to everyone who has been so kind. Thank you to the incredible doctors who tried so hard to make our third life a reality. Thank you to my friends and family and our entire household for taking care of me through all the adult diaper changes, bed rest and random hugs. Thank you John for being my best friend and love of my life. A lot of people think of the woman in times like this but I will never forget that john also suffered through these past months, while doing everything he could to take care of me. I am surrounded, in a human therapy blanket of love. I am grateful and healing and feel so incredibly lucky to witness such love.

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She then with a heavy heart convinced herself that it was time to say goodbye as she knew Jack would not be able to survive. However, if they decided to prolong the process, it would complicate things and cause a threat to Chrissy Teigen's life as well. On September 30, the couple announced publically that they have lost their child with a couple of heart-breaking images. Chrissy Teigen's pregnancy loss photos on her Instagram showed the model seated on the hospital bed crying her heart out upon receiving the sad news. Fans expressed their condolences and wrote how shocked they were upon hearing the news. Chrissy Teigen's Medium essay also revealed that it was Chrissy who told John Legend and her mom to take those photographs. She added that despite knowing how uncomfortable it was, she wanted to remember the moment forever.

 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 

We are shocked and in the kind of deep pain you only hear about, the kind of pain we’ve never felt before. We were never able to stop the bleeding and give our baby the fluids he needed, despite bags and bags of blood transfusions. It just wasn’t enough. . . We never decide on our babies’ names until the last possible moment after they’re born, just before we leave the hospital.  But we, for some reason, had started to call this little guy in my belly Jack.  So he will always be Jack to us.  Jack worked so hard to be a part of our little family, and he will be, forever. . . To our Jack - I’m so sorry that the first few moments of your life were met with so many complications, that we couldn’t give you the home you needed to survive.  We will always love you. . . Thank you to everyone who has been sending us positive energy, thoughts and prayers.  We feel all of your love and truly appreciate you. . . We are so grateful for the life we have, for our wonderful babies Luna and Miles, for all the amazing things we’ve been able to experience.  But everyday can’t be full of sunshine.  On this darkest of days, we will grieve, we will cry our eyes out. But we will hug and love each other harder and get through it.

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Amid this, Chrissy Teigen's pregnancy loss photos received a certain amount of criticism and thus the model responded to those with a highlighted text in the essay. She mentioned that she cannot express how less she cares about the hate her photos received. She sternly added that it was not something they would do but she still had to live through it and that it was her choice to do it more than anything else. Teigen then went forward and thanked the well-wishers who have been a constant support to her during the time of hardships that she faced.

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16:55 IST, October 28th 2020